Saturday, January 31, 2009
It has been a long and tiring frisbee week for me... i'm mentally and physically drained with not much of energy left. I had touched the disc from MON to FRI except tues.... throw until my fingers and palms are blueblacked~ no energy le. But the Ultimate Craze on fri at ulu pandan was really fun, i had an enjoyable time man though i made some mistakes- missed 2 end zone catches although i run bloody mad and i dun dare to huck(throw across the field so tt my team mate can run like mad and jump maybe n score) But i had fun pulling( throw a long throw to start the game) cause i dun think i have a chance to try that again. i dun think i will be handler again too...i'm quite happy with my pulls except 1 where they haste me to throw cause time is running out and we at losing ends. i regretted listening to them man cause that throw turned out to be like shit*( i didn hold the disc tight la) My team mates(ODAC) are a nice bunch of people, had fun playing with them though i'm not from ODAC.
My dear time table gonna get busier and busier with prelims coming along.. 1 more assignment n test to go. hope i can survive till MAY-finals man... JIAYOUS TO ME~
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Omg, this is bad, my emoness coming back again. Maybe not really emo but dunno, dun feel good about it. Isit the marketing assignment that's driving me crazy? i still dunno what products have favourable PLC and which doesnt and HOW TO WRITE??? or isit frisbee? that i want to improve so much.. it has been months, i hope to see greater improvements in myself after putting much effort and much sacrifices are made- my super tanned skin and super ugly legs and lotsa blueblacks after every week. Can i improve much more? i want to! i DESIRE to! or isit something else that adds on to my 'not so good' feeling. it surprises me how people changes. sometimes, you just couldn't figure it out what has happened or what's going on right now. Maybe people didn't change? has been like that all the while? just that we dun really notice it. Some like changes, perhaps wanna try something new and things changes after some time....
sometimes i hope for a simple life, but sometimes u just hope that it is not too simple cause it bores you. you hope for some spices in your life but it always turn out the wrong spark for you. i'm quite tired of it. i'm still in confusion for some things and till today i've yet to figure it out. To say the truth, i'm actually quite bothered about it though i always say i'm not. i hate myself to be like that and i hope similar things dun happen to me again and again and again. Sometimes i wanna cry. if you ask me why i wanna.. i really dunno the answer. Sometimes i hope to be dependent but there's no one.....Others wanna explain my feelings in a very simple manner but i know it's not that simple, it's a much more complex feeling. it's hard to explain. i feel that i'm quite a failure somehow.....i'm not brave afterall.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Tuesday, January 06, 2009
2008 has been an eventful year... i would say... quite a memorable year.
There's joyous moments and really unhappy ones. Happy memories are definitely with my dear friends, jiemeis, parteh animals, stc mates, soci mates, og mates, guzheng mates, frisbee mates etc... I'm relieved that i've entered SIM, i never expected it to be so fun and exciting! Still remember that... the first time julia and i stepped into the school, we feel that SIM gonna be a boring, no life school. BUT it turned out to be totally opposite~ One year in SIM had been a fruitful year for me. I've learnt quite alot, not academically but mentally and physically. I've met more people... experience more stuffs and learnt lessons from it. There are good ones and bad encounters.
TWO quotes... this 2 quotes always happen to me and i dun really know why.
1) EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED
2) HISTORY REPEATS ITSELF
Sometimes god seems to be making sport of me. Everytime i say i hope it wont happen again, it WILL HAPPEN! -_- lame lor. When i dun expect something, it will APPEAR. what to do? let fate decides loh, let me be his toy then. Anyone wants to be my toy then? jkjk.
i hope i can be more BRAVE, more DECISIVE, more OUTSPOKEN, more SPORTY, more SMART, more LAME, have more HAIR, more CLOTHES, more OUTINGS, more MONEY & CHIOER! LOL
less LAZY, less PROCRASTINATING, less ILLNESS, have less ASSIGNMENTS, less TEST and less TANNED!
hahhaha i think my resolutions quite retarded~ seriously... i do hope for something..... SECRET~ unless u ask me ^^
Tuesday, January 06, 2009
How i wish 31st dec 08 will never end... cause it is my happiest day in 2008. We had so much fun and laughter! is great to have alvernia, dap n andrea back in singapore! and finally parteh animals is united~ WE HAD THE CRAZIEST NIGHT EVER~~~ All half drunk or should i say damn high.... from the videos uploaded in facebook. The shooters and ladder is fun man, but is driving me high! i luv that day.... and it's definitely an unforgettable day ^^
luv this pic! so nicey nice!
parteh animals
WELCOME 2009!
Tuesday, January 06, 2009